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나는 어려서부터 천식이 있고 몸이 약하여 운동도 잘 하지 못했다.
중학생 때부터는 오른쪽 턱이 아프면서 얼굴이 커졌고 고등학생 때는 입시에 실패 하면서 우울증이 시작되었다. 고등학교에 다니던 말엽에는 턱에서 소리가 나고 너무 아파서 음식을 씹을 수도 없었다. 치과에 갔지만 확실한 이유는 알 수 없었고 혹시 치아 때문에 그런가 하고 치아를 전체적으로 손보았다.

그 후 오른쪽 턱과 얼굴 근육이 굳는 듯한 불쾌감이 느껴졌고 아플 때마다 뜨거운 물로 찜질을 하고 손으로 풀어주어야 했다. 여드름도 심해서 여자 아이들에게도 인기도 없었고 입대 후에는 천식이 재발해서 제대를 해야 했다. 하지만 나로선 너무 혹독한 훈련을 받아서 그랬는지 몸이 말을 듣지 않았다. 손발이 저리고 사지의 힘이 빠져 기운이 없이 무기력하기만 했다.

이때부터가 내 인생의 가장 힘든 시기였다. 천식은 더욱 심해져서 극도로 민감해지고 발작으로 인한 불안과 공포는 어렸을 때보다 훨씬 심해졌다.

병원을 여기 저기 다녀봐도 점점 더 악화돼서 죽을 지경이었다.
침으로 유명하다는 권 모 박사님을 소개받아 조금씩 차도가 보이고 나중에 ‘괌물’을 마시면서 한결 나아졌지만 어느 정도 이상은 건강해지지를 않았다.

가을 찬바람이 불자 대장이 완전히 굳는 듯한 느낌이 들고 심하게 가스가 차면서 얼굴은 여드름으로 엉망이 되었다. 경락마사지와 운동으로 노력을 기울였지만 어느 정도에서 다시 악화되고 무리한 노력 때문에 오히려 목과 턱이 더 아프게 되었다.

그러다가 아버지 지인의 소개로 TMJ치과를 찾았는데 치료 두 달만에 지금은 아침에 일어나는 것이 가뿐해졌다. 여드름도 없어져서 피부 또한 고와 졌다. 턱의 통증과 소리가 없어진 것은 물론이고 전 같으면 꿈도 꾸지 못한 고기도 먹을 수 있게 되었다.
이제는 음식을 씹어도 턱이 아프지 않고 소화도 잘 된다. 배에 가스도 거의 안차고 목 뒤를 꽉 잡고 있던 것 같은 모든 증상들이 사라져 너무나도 편해졌다. 우울증이 사라지자 고통의 연속이던 삶이 기쁨과 즐거움이 가득한 것으로 바뀌었다.

그런데 지난 주 교정장치의 왼쪽 뒤가 깨졌다. 그러자 오른쪽 이마와 옆 관자놀이, 그리고 턱까지 신체의 오른쪽 전반에 이상이 생기기 시작했다. 오른쪽 턱이 아프고 그 쪽에 여드름이 뭉치고 오른쪽 볼이 커지면서 얼굴 근육까지 딱딱해져서 불쾌하고 아팠다. 그리고 다음 날 교정장치를 교환하기 위해 하루 동안 제거하고 있었는데 그러자 바로 배에 가스가 엄청나게 차 올랐다. 너무나 희한했다.
그깟 교정장치 하나가 내 몸에 이렇게 큰 영향력을 행사하고 있었다니.
그 동안 푸석푸석한 흰 머리칼에 여드름투성이 얼굴, 빼빼 마른 체격, 우울 증과 만성피로로 삶의 희망을 포기하고 있었는데 이제는 검고 부드러운 머리 카락과 부드러운 피부, 살이 오른 건강한 체격을 지니게 되었고 절로 행복함과 삶의 의지를 느끼게 되었다. 한 마디로 말해서 노인에서 팔팔한 젊은이로 완전 히 변신을 한 것이다.
얼마나 고마운지 모른다. 특히 하나님과, 이렇게 치료해 주신 조 선생님께 깊은 감사를 드린다.
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